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Cheap beerMy head still hurts from last nights cheap beer
One night too many in a bar,
My heart still has that raw tear
Because you have gone so far

I wake in the morning
and struggle to the bathroom
The face in the mirror is not my own
The eyes are bloodshot staring back
Reminding me you're gone.

I can't believe that this has happened
I did not want you to leave
But being the loser in most everything
You were the clever one to seek reprieve

They told me I would lose you
I did not listen
They told me I would come second
I did not care
And now the space next to me is empty
Because you are not thereCheap beer by ~monte45

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Its OverToday she will give him up
His fingers were in hers curled

She cannot stay another day
He felt comfortable in her world

She kisses him gently
He loved her sweet lips

She slowly undresses him
He enjoyed her soft fingers tips

She wants commitment
His greatest fear

She loves him with conditions
He had none to share

She sways to his rhythm
He basked in her beauty

She gives him pleasure
He opened his soul

He fell asleep
She tiptoes across the floor

He hadn't heard the click,
Her bags move out the doorIts Over by ~monte45

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TerrorSleeping peacefully,
lost in happy dreams
eyes moving gently
from scene to scene.
pretty colors all around.
feeling joy as lite collides.

darkness descends
monsters on thunder
nastiness shocks to trance like wake
"I am scared!!"
chest tight, cannot breathe
the monster my life wants to take

Hear dads voice far away
"look at me, its just a dream!"
cant see him, ugliness in the way
Slow realization, no harm is here
Dad strong arms will chase away the fearTerror by ~monte45

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Sickness of my friend

by ~monte45, Dec 28, 2012, 12:38:47 AM
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My buddy seems to have died. I don't know what is wrong with my friend. I have tried everything. Resetting to factory settings, new batteries, cleaning and servicing. No response. He goes on and wont focus on any settings. So now I am without companionship till the camera doctor can fix him of his ailment. I am hoping this is not going to be an expensive exercise. But until then no photos ...

So now what do i do... with my time.

I have written a few lines and I suppose this gives me time to write more. So I guess that's where I am headed until such time as my buddy is back from service and repair land

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Mood: Anger
Listening to: Sweet home Alabama- Kid rock
Reading: The Last Rihinos-Anthony Lawrence
Eating: Couscous Salad
Drinking: ??? Coffee of course ???

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*batmantoo Apr 23, 2013 Hobbyist Photographer

I've been clearing my message box and noticed that you added me to your watch. sorry for the late response, and thank you so much, Leo!

*ShadowedAcolyte Mar 10, 2013

Thanks so much for watching me! It's such a great feeling to know that someone liked your work enough to want to see things that weren't even written yet! Thanks.

*EarthHart Feb 12, 2013

We'll miss you at TPA, Squire Lee. Stay well

~Obsidian-Nightfall Feb 9, 2013 Student Writer

Thank you for the recent favourite(s).

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